Waiting

Waiting
Looking at my phone
hoping you'd call
tex me something
something at all
I start to get impatient
pondering around
thinking about you
when your no where to be found
my mind is exploding
I'm feeling crazy inside
I feel like crying
or committing suicide
anything to take away the pain
that is injected in my vein
these thoughts are in veined
slowly I'm going insane
I need your voice to come ease my pain
trapped so wrapped
I'm surrounded by fear
I need your soft wordy spoken tone
to come whisper in my ear
set me free where I'm open to wonder
exploring thoughts of you and me
we're so meant to be It's easy to see
clear so abstract
my mind is being attacked
thoughts fighting and taking
over my brain it's hard to restrain
hard to control hard to feel free
when you can't even call me

Written by Rynesha Snowden

Love poem

I wrote this for my patna Fresh she wanted to express her
feelings to her girlfriend who lives far away so we sat together
brainstormed and came up with this I call it - Apart

Expressing my thoughts I'm feeling far apart
I wana be closer close to yo heart
So close I can hear it beat it's like being swept off my feet
When you kiss me you make my soul dance our passionate sex is filled with romance
Yo voice is so arousing it makes me climax.....
It’s hard for me to say this but you’re not the one for me you’re the ONLY.....
All my homies talking about me cuz they see I'm love sick saying I'm a sucka
Cuz I don’t wana fuck dat runna bitch but aint no bitch worth losing this relationship
I put five years in this shit fuck what they say I'm in love with you no lie this shit is all true
Can we get away just me and you??

Written by: Rynesha Snowden

Escape

escaping my past I'm drifting at sea let go let go just let me be
I'm tired of waiting I don't want to see your eyes tell lies
get away from me I push you kick you shove you
run and hide I cant do this anymore I'm hurting inside
you fooled me once you fooled me twice this shit is getting
old you got me seeking advice I'm fighting this war
this war called love my pride is inside but my head is above
I'm writing this note our final goodbye I look over my shoulder
he started to cry...
Written by: Rynesha Snowden

Run away

Push comes to shove
he forces his way in
not caring about the feelings
that passed through the wind
starting over fresh like nothing never happened
he captures her hypnotize by his eyes
and slick way of talking
she follows his every move unable to break
free she gives him herself
wishing it was all he need
to keep him coming back
for more unable to score
she ends up losing this war
a war called love because
her head is not above
it's held low to the grown
heart racing but you can't
hear the sound only she
can feel the pain inside
beating she feels insane
so ashamed that her love
is not the same she wants to get
out leave this frame for the
picture it represents is not
a game no fun wanting to
run get away and reach
for the sun...
Rynesha Snowden

Blank Stare

Feeling more than I ever felt before
I don't know how to explain it
I'm lost in love but yet I give my all
what do you need to make you want
to be with me my heart is confused
do you love me or not
you say you love me
you say you care but all I feel is a blank stare
Written by: Rynesha Snowden

My Ancestors

I see for you breathe for you
walk and talk for you
I have the blood of slaves
running through my veins
I'm a spitting image of a black
man I eat at public places
I sit anywhere I want on the bus
I am forever grateful for all you've done
for me you fought you marched you prayed
you were slaved against your will
beat disrespected jailed hung
but still you stand strong
unbreakable and hard to beat
nothing stopped you
you stayed on your feet
you yelled freedom freedom
all we want is to be free
free to eat sit where we want
do what we want equal rights
is all we want
I wish you could see what I
see I have rights I voted
I have a black President
thanks to you
Written by: Rynesha Snowden

Wants to believe

I want to believe you
in your eyes i see no lies
but when I leave your side
I can't help but wonder why
I hate pain and I'd hate to be part of a lie
I want to believe you but somewhere
I'm hurting inside
my love for you is real it can no longer hide
but I refuse to feel like you got someone
else on the side actions speak louder
so show me you love me
make me feel like the only woman
you want is right here standing by your side
Written by: Rynesha Snowden

It Happened

Taking by the best and crushed by the worst
he took me on a ride into a deep sea of love
as if we were in heaven but really on earth
it started slow and cautious now it's fast and deep
my mind got twisted and i could no longer speak
what have he done to me do anybody see
the rain and the pain dam it's now part of me
the nights are slow I clinch my pillow
just to let go of anger and shame
how could I let this happen I feel insane
it's like he took something that was created
within my soul now it's gone
and I could hardly let go
I'm all confused my mind is a big mess
am I guilty of being in love my heart says yes
there's nothing I can do to change the outcome
there's nothing I can say to stop the pain
all I know is it happened and I feel so ashamed
Written by: Rynesha Snowden

Lost Love

Lost in the dark
surrounded by rain
inspired to love
and hurt with shame
if good things lasted
forever there be no pain
why cry the problem
stays the same Dam
love is hard to explain
written by: Rynesha Snowden

Sold Dream

He sold me a dream
the dream was so real it
was hard to believe but yet
it was still real
hypnotized by his very eyes
so brown as can be with
lashes that flow deep
into the sea
his hands were strong when
he caressed me strong as
can be with lips so soft
i could barely breath
fiening for his
touch i don't ever
want to leave being
with him is an
ultimate high
like ecstasy
written by: Rynesha Snowden

My Love

Caressing me softly got me feeling
at eased my mind is drifting
got me floating through the breeze
his love is charming so kind and sweet
I feel like I'm gliding because I'm
literately swept off my feet
kisses to the neck and kisses to the lips
my body starts to melt as he grabs my hips
his love is so real it's hard to restrain
I would tell you the feeling
but it's hard to explain
were more like a team
the way we keep winning this game
I call his game love no tears and no shame
I'm open like a book no hiding the title page
we create our own stories sunny days
and rainy days it's all up to you do
you want to turn that page
it leads into our love everlasting
and not dying thinking about it
he caught me at the right timing
it's like our souls got entwined
and now I can't hide the feeling
that's inside it seems like a crime
gated up locked down our hearts
live inside this cage of love
don't cross the red line
written by: Rynesha Snowden

Lost Mother

You weren't there for me you didn't care for me
you left me hanging alone and dangling
I loved you I thought you loved me
how could you leave me deceive me
when you were the one who conceived
me had me first born first child
I was your one and only
am i selfish because i want your love
your hugs your kisses you and only you
I want whats mines give it back it's mines
not yours but mine my mom my love
my Queen he took her transformed her
made her care only about him
his needs his wants selfish him
taking every piece of her
leaving me nothing but a bitter unhappy woman
mad at the world but not the person
who made her this way
real love real love
all she wants is real love
not fear love scared to speak up
she's forced and pushed against her will
this is unlike her he could careless about loving her
all he wants is to control her deep within her mind
she's lost she's lonely and now she's blind
all that we see is covered behind
the walls that she built which escalate in time
my mother no more she's no longer mine
Written by : Rynesha Snowden

Simply me

It's easy to express the feelings deep within you, because can't no one feel what you feel. having passion for something is like your love for that particular thing. like poetry, i love poetry and i love to express myself. Having beautiful words and creating something out of them makes my heart skip a beat like it's racing down the street. My mind flows pouring out words that can touch your heart here is something I call Puzzle Love...

Pieces to a puzzle, puzzle of pieces, he assembles me and makes me feel whole, gazing through his soul I feel the love of my life, never did I imagine he'd call me his wife, spinning in an aroma of love, kisses to the neck and lips, I find myself drowning as he grasp my hips, my mind is all tied got me tangled in knots, our love is a force field pushing all negative energy out, surrounding us is love at it's purest form we're like a butterfly as it escapes it's cocoon, transformed and ready to explore, my heart is steady racing I'm pacing to the shore so we could meet once more share our love like never before.
Now that was something I wrote while chilling in my room. It lets you feel how open my heart and love is for more poems continue this journey with me as i express love, pain, and life
Produced by: Rynesha Snowden