Waiting

Waiting
Looking at my phone
hoping you'd call
tex me something
something at all
I start to get impatient
pondering around
thinking about you
when your no where to be found
my mind is exploding
I'm feeling crazy inside
I feel like crying
or committing suicide
anything to take away the pain
that is injected in my vein
these thoughts are in veined
slowly I'm going insane
I need your voice to come ease my pain
trapped so wrapped
I'm surrounded by fear
I need your soft wordy spoken tone
to come whisper in my ear
set me free where I'm open to wonder
exploring thoughts of you and me
we're so meant to be It's easy to see
clear so abstract
my mind is being attacked
thoughts fighting and taking
over my brain it's hard to restrain
hard to control hard to feel free
when you can't even call me

Written by Rynesha Snowden

Love poem

I wrote this for my patna Fresh she wanted to express her
feelings to her girlfriend who lives far away so we sat together
brainstormed and came up with this I call it - Apart

Expressing my thoughts I'm feeling far apart
I wana be closer close to yo heart
So close I can hear it beat it's like being swept off my feet
When you kiss me you make my soul dance our passionate sex is filled with romance
Yo voice is so arousing it makes me climax.....
It’s hard for me to say this but you’re not the one for me you’re the ONLY.....
All my homies talking about me cuz they see I'm love sick saying I'm a sucka
Cuz I don’t wana fuck dat runna bitch but aint no bitch worth losing this relationship
I put five years in this shit fuck what they say I'm in love with you no lie this shit is all true
Can we get away just me and you??

Written by: Rynesha Snowden

Escape

escaping my past I'm drifting at sea let go let go just let me be
I'm tired of waiting I don't want to see your eyes tell lies
get away from me I push you kick you shove you
run and hide I cant do this anymore I'm hurting inside
you fooled me once you fooled me twice this shit is getting
old you got me seeking advice I'm fighting this war
this war called love my pride is inside but my head is above
I'm writing this note our final goodbye I look over my shoulder
he started to cry...
Written by: Rynesha Snowden

Run away

Push comes to shove
he forces his way in
not caring about the feelings
that passed through the wind
starting over fresh like nothing never happened
he captures her hypnotize by his eyes
and slick way of talking
she follows his every move unable to break
free she gives him herself
wishing it was all he need
to keep him coming back
for more unable to score
she ends up losing this war
a war called love because
her head is not above
it's held low to the grown
heart racing but you can't
hear the sound only she
can feel the pain inside
beating she feels insane
so ashamed that her love
is not the same she wants to get
out leave this frame for the
picture it represents is not
a game no fun wanting to
run get away and reach
for the sun...
Rynesha Snowden

Blank Stare

Feeling more than I ever felt before
I don't know how to explain it
I'm lost in love but yet I give my all
what do you need to make you want
to be with me my heart is confused
do you love me or not
you say you love me
you say you care but all I feel is a blank stare
Written by: Rynesha Snowden

My Ancestors

I see for you breathe for you
walk and talk for you
I have the blood of slaves
running through my veins
I'm a spitting image of a black
man I eat at public places
I sit anywhere I want on the bus
I am forever grateful for all you've done
for me you fought you marched you prayed
you were slaved against your will
beat disrespected jailed hung
but still you stand strong
unbreakable and hard to beat
nothing stopped you
you stayed on your feet
you yelled freedom freedom
all we want is to be free
free to eat sit where we want
do what we want equal rights
is all we want
I wish you could see what I
see I have rights I voted
I have a black President
thanks to you
Written by: Rynesha Snowden

Wants to believe

I want to believe you
in your eyes i see no lies
but when I leave your side
I can't help but wonder why
I hate pain and I'd hate to be part of a lie
I want to believe you but somewhere
I'm hurting inside
my love for you is real it can no longer hide
but I refuse to feel like you got someone
else on the side actions speak louder
so show me you love me
make me feel like the only woman
you want is right here standing by your side
Written by: Rynesha Snowden